Forever Now

It is often quite difficult to stay fully attune with your Energetic frequencies, thanks to stress and life’s little responsibilities.  Our minds play a large role in preventing us from maintaining a steady balance, and often trick us into taking a less vigilant part in the flow of our power.  I for one have been battling with myself ever since I became aware of my higher purpose in this lifetime.  My energies are all over the place because of it, and thanks to that lack of control my mind is more prone to playing tricks on me.

Sometimes we feel like we should just give up, or that we have been forced into a position where we no longer have  control of things.  Despite our best efforts, the world sometimes seems to simply ignore our presence.  When a person shuts themselves off from themselves, it becomes difficult to accomplish much of anything.  Time slows to a crawl and the things that once made you happy cause you an inexplicable pain.  Things that fill you with energy instead leave you drained, and success only seems like failure.  This disassociation with self is something I personally suffer from time to time, and I for one don’t know any way to shake it other then letting it run its course.

 The worst thing is that I feel like the answer is right within my grasp, the end of the confusion little more than an antidote of conscious will.  Yet no matter what effort I conceive, my mind won’t allow for the completion of that act.  The Mind.  If only I could ascend beyond it, and leave its wretched mechanizations behind…. such a vital part of ourselves, yet oh so useless in the scope of things.  The only good that seems to come from this self detachment, is that I can see the Universe more clearly.

Things that should make me cry, make me smile.  Things that should confuse me, make me understand.  Things that should incite rage and fear within me, calm me and bring me peace.  This world is Changing, fast.  Death is approaching for many of you, and all you can do is blankly stare at it…. not even seeing it as it stares deep into your soul.  People frantically search for an explanation, through science and ancient scriptures.  Yet in neither can the answer truly be found.  Only within can you find the answer to the problems at hand.  Thanks to the governments and organizations of the world, our physical Future really isn’t in our hands.  We should be in Space Colonies by now….but we’re not.  It will be beneficial to wipe out most of us, then start over from there.

So go ahead and paint yourself a rosy picture and tell yourself everything is alright, or let your despair swallow you long before your time is up…this World is up to you.  If you cannot change, neither can this World.  If you are Doomed, than so too is your World.  This is the time for Change.  And since people have been bred into mindless flesh zombies, it is up to the few still alive to change themselves within, so that they may bring change to their own Worlds.  The energy that will be produced in these catastrophe’s is astounding, and must be tapped into in order to seed the fields of change.  Billions may sacrifice their lives so our new race may continue on, yet if only they could wake up….so many could still chose to live.

I guess it’s just hard for me, to be here and now.  My mind simply doesn’t belong here.  It’s full of outlandish dreams and unrealistic theories, things that bring a crushing weight upon me at times…while at others it lifts me past the heavens.  This World is so much more then what we’ve been reared to believe.  So much potential…so much to learn…so much to experience and create.  It…hurts to think about it.  To think of what we could and should be doing, but rather we exist to serve the interests of the mighty few.  Its gut wrenching sick when you really think about it.  Our race might very well be diminished thanks to common ignorance of our Reality. 

Well, I guess I’ve strayed from my topic…sorry about that.  I just can’t seem to find myself anymore, and this World of yours is really starting to get to me.  To possess the power to change the world, yet not being able to change yourself….it’s painful, frustrating, and confusing…

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