Forever Now

Wow have I been lost….

Life is such a maelstrom of thought and process, it’s so easy to just get swept up in it all. I don’t even know where to begin because I don’t know where to end…since I am now entirely sure of the fact that an ending is nothing more then another beginning.

I am a Mage, a creator of the Realities within and without me

There may be times when I lose my focus or allow my infinite power to trap me within finite perspective, but I will ALWAYS persevere. I cannot be defeated by myself or by others, for my purpose is clear and pure. The future is something strange, malleable and unpredictable. As a Diviner, I know first hand the clay like substance that is Time. Some believe the future is fixed, or that the past is fixed.

HA

Reality is what you make of it. Reality IS. The simplicity of that statement brings a multitude structure of complexity to those lacking the proper infrastructure to accurately absorb its oh so simple message. This message is also of course somewhat hard to absorb thanks to the powers of this world. Its hard to accept your role as ultimate creator in a world that has forced you to your knees and bound you in shackles, bringing the world of the mundane to you. It’s hard to accept responsibility for the outcome of your life when its oh so easy to blame or write it off as the result of society’s meticulous creations.

Break free of yourself.

You are not a single entity. Each and every one of us is something far more complex, a masterful machine just awakening to its very existence within yet another masterful machine. This world of ours, this very reality…how many times has it been drastically changed? It’s like the dreams have been sucked out of us, like we can no longer see what has yet to be seen. We have become completely happy with simply imagining, while no longer creating.

Since individuals rarely are given the chance to drastically effect the world these days, we must turn within. We must recreate reality as we see fit, with our own beliefs and our own powers at hand. Nothing is too right or too wrong for your world. If you seek to bring peace and love to all you meet, let your energies blossom forward and flourish. If you seek to bring pain and torment to all you meet, let your energies blossom forward and flourish. We are primordial. Chaos is our Law. In constant upheaval can we find a constant balance, a tranquility unparalleled.

If ancient common doctrine is your way to connect with the God Force, then follow it with a rigorous passion. If shedding structured belief systems for personal exploration gets you in touch with your inner God Force, follow it with the power of a thousand suns. Sometimes its almost impossible for us to see past this hellish world of mundane Time into the Infinite Ethos of Absolute Creation. Sometimes its hard to just be You.

Forge on. Forge on into the mouth of destruction. Many of us will fall and become little more then dust in the wind and a fading echo in the chasm of forgotten memory. Many more will turn to stone, only seen by those with the strength to forge on even further. They will serve as hope and a firm reminder of what is at stake. Our freedom and future as a Race of divine entities. All it takes is for ONE of us to break through that Destructive Maw of Forced Reality, for it all to crumble into dust. Just One with the will to see the light of a new day, and we can all bask in its glory.

Just remember, no matter how small you feel…you too could one day change the world

It is often quite difficult to stay fully attune with your Energetic frequencies, thanks to stress and life’s little responsibilities.  Our minds play a large role in preventing us from maintaining a steady balance, and often trick us into taking a less vigilant part in the flow of our power.  I for one have been battling with myself ever since I became aware of my higher purpose in this lifetime.  My energies are all over the place because of it, and thanks to that lack of control my mind is more prone to playing tricks on me.

Sometimes we feel like we should just give up, or that we have been forced into a position where we no longer have  control of things.  Despite our best efforts, the world sometimes seems to simply ignore our presence.  When a person shuts themselves off from themselves, it becomes difficult to accomplish much of anything.  Time slows to a crawl and the things that once made you happy cause you an inexplicable pain.  Things that fill you with energy instead leave you drained, and success only seems like failure.  This disassociation with self is something I personally suffer from time to time, and I for one don’t know any way to shake it other then letting it run its course.

 The worst thing is that I feel like the answer is right within my grasp, the end of the confusion little more than an antidote of conscious will.  Yet no matter what effort I conceive, my mind won’t allow for the completion of that act.  The Mind.  If only I could ascend beyond it, and leave its wretched mechanizations behind…. such a vital part of ourselves, yet oh so useless in the scope of things.  The only good that seems to come from this self detachment, is that I can see the Universe more clearly.

Things that should make me cry, make me smile.  Things that should confuse me, make me understand.  Things that should incite rage and fear within me, calm me and bring me peace.  This world is Changing, fast.  Death is approaching for many of you, and all you can do is blankly stare at it…. not even seeing it as it stares deep into your soul.  People frantically search for an explanation, through science and ancient scriptures.  Yet in neither can the answer truly be found.  Only within can you find the answer to the problems at hand.  Thanks to the governments and organizations of the world, our physical Future really isn’t in our hands.  We should be in Space Colonies by now….but we’re not.  It will be beneficial to wipe out most of us, then start over from there.

So go ahead and paint yourself a rosy picture and tell yourself everything is alright, or let your despair swallow you long before your time is up…this World is up to you.  If you cannot change, neither can this World.  If you are Doomed, than so too is your World.  This is the time for Change.  And since people have been bred into mindless flesh zombies, it is up to the few still alive to change themselves within, so that they may bring change to their own Worlds.  The energy that will be produced in these catastrophe’s is astounding, and must be tapped into in order to seed the fields of change.  Billions may sacrifice their lives so our new race may continue on, yet if only they could wake up….so many could still chose to live.

I guess it’s just hard for me, to be here and now.  My mind simply doesn’t belong here.  It’s full of outlandish dreams and unrealistic theories, things that bring a crushing weight upon me at times…while at others it lifts me past the heavens.  This World is so much more then what we’ve been reared to believe.  So much potential…so much to learn…so much to experience and create.  It…hurts to think about it.  To think of what we could and should be doing, but rather we exist to serve the interests of the mighty few.  Its gut wrenching sick when you really think about it.  Our race might very well be diminished thanks to common ignorance of our Reality. 

Well, I guess I’ve strayed from my topic…sorry about that.  I just can’t seem to find myself anymore, and this World of yours is really starting to get to me.  To possess the power to change the world, yet not being able to change yourself….it’s painful, frustrating, and confusing…

As one becomes increasingly more aware of their place in Space and Time, one realizes the vast well of potential that lies within.  This immense power to change the world through changing self is incredible to behold, and often results in the shutting down of ones energies.  Such power bears awesome responsibility, and those that don’t seek to abuse it often do not know how to approach it.  With the ability to change so much, where could we possibly begin?

 Never-mind the fact that society has taught us that we are virtually powerless to the world around us.  We have no real control over our finances or living situation, or even what we do in our free time.  We are streamlined like cattle into certain groups and activities based upon our social class and sometimes race, as well as intellect and creativity.  Our abilities are either used against us or stripped away by the system, a system that’s been in place for many years.  The potential of our infinite self has become quite finite indeed, thanks to the design of the world around us.  It is much harder to enter within and seek out that which is eternally ours because our minds have been conditioned to reject such energetic prying.

We are the puppets.  We dance to an endless play of greedy self hatred and loathing, strings pulled by faceless demons beyond Human capability.  The world sickly turns and turns as this demonic breed earns and earns.  We have been shackled and stripped of our keepsake, of our very purpose in this life.  So to them, we shall take the fight.  They have certainly not overlooked our abilities, but I’m quite certain they’ve underestimated them.  As creators of the reality around us, it is our Duty and Privilege to take back what is rightfully ours.  This world, this Universe, this very reality is ours to make of it what we please.  Yet day by day WE play by the beat of THEIR drums. 

For those that enjoy being cattle awaiting the slaughter, just continue on with your life.  Chances are you’re already some psi feeders unwitting donor, and when you pass on to the next you will not be remembered.  For those that understand their purpose, it IS YOUR PURPOSE to break free of the shackles that bind you in whatever way necessary.  You are the God of the Religion of Self.  You control the World around you, not the other way around.  Take back the powers that have always been yours, bring this fight to those Bastards very souls.

They have murdered millions for profit, and daily steal our very lives in the form of forced slavery.  They are the enemies of mankind, and they will pay dearly.  We seek not bloodshed, for that is mercy far too kind.  For these soulless scum, we have something far more beautiful in mind.